It's been a few years since I was on the earth, seems
a long time now. I can't begin to tell you how I've grown and healed. Back in the old days I felt like my whole world
was falling apart, unbelievable now , but really it was only like yesterday. Since I came over I've learned
so much about the human condition and how cold it can feel. I know now that even when I take into account the things that
really hurt me, for the most part the sadness was down to an imperfection of the chemical kind. I also realise with
some certainty, that in my earthly life I was well loved and supported by my family and my few true friends.
The illness that I had simply magnified the down points emphasizing them in my mind - that's the nature of
depression, the Black Dog. We've come such a long way since my crossing over, it's all water under the bridge you
could say. Suicide is a Siren calling disquieted minds to be dashed upon the rocks. Leaving their loved ones forever
asking why?
And for me you know that I feel I can forgive everything now. I've since met
others more cursed than me and they've moved on. Even the thing that hurt me most, my darkest secret. I can finally
set it aside (although not understand it), at least it doesn't haunt me anymore.
And for our work, well
I hope I can be a little more open, a little more free with how I express myself. And maybe in doing that I can help others
who walk the same path as quarry for the black dog to know that really, when all's said and done,, in the end we
can all find peace.
Love and peace to you the Enigmatic Immortal
Dive
Do you know we come and go
like players in a scene?
Touching souls, embracing life
and restless in-between.
In flights at night and stars
that shine
in moonlight, wind and rain.
With joy and spontaneaty
in sorrow tears and pain.
We touch
the earth to learn the tricks
create
the greater scheme.
Like broken flowers
in a flood,
like moments in a dream.
R
